I have to say, if that picture is of you - it is amazing! You look really, really beautiful.

I know the feeling of insomnia - I wake up at around 3:00am too often these days.

Something I was never prepared for, is the way the gateway to my feelings and emotions was thrown wide open. All the things I'd experienced when I was younger, the things I'd had always simmering below the surface, but still kept below the surface, are now brought to life in stark relief.

I'm not sure what to make of it, though I'm convinced that this is a difficult part of the journey I am having to make.

I think - and I've read a lot of what you have written - that you're really, really doing well.