I cancelled my television licence tax back in December 2021. The BBC is a vile, Tory Toady outfit that has been totally over-run by reactionaries of every stripe.

I have only just begun to realise how I have thrown my life away by being transitioning. Even though I still look totally male, the fact that there are people who know me for who I am places my life in grave danger.

England is turning into an utter cesspit and the wealthy, powerful, connected anti-transgender ideologues are gaining momentum.

It is surely just a matter of time before we are rounded up, incarcerated and 'disposed of'.

For what its worth, I can't begin to explain how it is that this virulent, hateful ideology has gained such significant momentum. One thing I know however, even though it seems to be being led by women, it is very much a product of men.

I'm afraid. Very afraid. I fear for the younger ones behind me, who face the threat of their lives being shattered. I wish I could reach out to them, to help them, to give them what I never could have.

I feel so sorry for you, for all of you :-(